bimbo love

i don't know what i want to be when i'm older, and i'd be lying if i said i didn't care. kids seems like the easy option, but supposedly everyone says thats the hardest.
depending on future accidents (babies, boyfriends, etc) - right now i'll settle for living like that hot 20something-year-old that wear's a lot of pink, visits the salon often, always has painted nails, eats what she likes (and not a goddam salad), and just spend what i earn on what i like. and save for when i'm feeling good-behaived.

I aspire to be like any of those rich, sexy, bimbo's you see on tv. not necessarily plastic, because a push-up bra and Sally Hansen's lipgloss will fix that, but one that has a positive attitude about herself, and (sometimes) the people around. lol

Just like Holly Madison off the girls next door, or Heidi Montage (whatever the fuck her name is) off the hills, OR Regina George off mean girls. Or better yet, the nicer girls like Cher off clueless or Elle off legally blonde. There's so many of them, and so little time to live young and pretty, so what the hell. that's just what i want to be. I don't know when this obsession started, probably when i started high school, and i don't know when it's going to end. BUT the point is, it makes me happy to live how I want to, well der no one wants to live unhappy. But those girls make me happy watching them. and if one of these 'role models' takes a bad path, what the hell, i make bad paths anyway.

fuck donations, fuck the poor people, studies/shit/ and general knowledge proves that the world's gonna die soon anyway, so i'm being selfish and doing what i desire. and if babies and boyfriends become a part of the picture, then they'll just have to deal with me (the dude), and learn to love me (the baby)